So wait. I’m confused.

I thought you just spoke/texted in that voice because you liked me..? Or did you do it with other people too? Or are you just so used to saying stuff like that that it just kinda slipped out in that way because of habit? Or do you miss me as much as I miss you? Or did you do it because you want to have some kind of relationship even if it’s just being friends, as much as I try to push you away? 

Whatever it was, or is, I am seriously confused. And this is extremely awkward because I don’t know what to think or how I should react. I kind of want to ask, but I also don’t, because I am feeling very awkward. I don’t know if you’ve ever made me feel this awkward.